Abusive Relationships

Well to get back with him or not what would you do? In my opintion I think she is crazy if she gets back with him!!! He is too controlling of her and every thing she does! It makes me sad too see how other girls let men in there lives treat them like trash cause they are afraid to loose them. Just cause they think that they are not good enough or not pretty enough or not as skinny as the other girls that there man looks at but asures that they only look but never touch . but in reality you know deep down inside its all that they think about when you are out with your friends and when you come home and they smell like a girl but that girl is not you and the excuse is so lame that you have no choice but to belive it cause they make it so complicated. And by this point in your you don’t care to try and investigate it cause they will just dig a deeper hole for them selves and you! Then the truth finaly comes out and then they blame it on you being out all night with your friends and tell you that you don’t love them any more and you don’t want to spend time with them any more witch is lame cause you fall for it and give in! then you end up with no friends in the end long story short your skrewd unless you stop the crazyness now!!
bonni

Son's Birthday

Well I have had just about the lamist day of my life. Today is my sons birthday and he is now 2 years old and its so crazy! He was born 11/5/07 at 3:51 am he was 7lbs. 15 ounces and 21 inches long its crazy that I still remember all that I know but as a mom you never forget.I am so sad I was not there its hard to know that your mistakes not only mess up your life but every one life around you. Don’t get me wrong I am so stoked that he is growing up but as a mom that is like my worst fear to see and feel him grow apart from me and become so independent so fast and not many people see what I am seeing . I guess its just a mom thing lol . I still want him to be my baby you know its crazy to watch someone that was once so small and grow to run around and tell you no all the time ha ha. Happy birthday xavi mommy loves you!

Bonni

Persuasive: Final Draft

I think it would be a lot better to fly instead of driving to Disney land. In the long run it will cost you a lot less then driving. Not to mentain that it will also cut your travlel time in half. Flying to Disney land sounds fun right well it is truly better there are a lot of other advantages to flying.
Less travel time your family wont have to suffer in the car for ever. Your children will be for surly entertained with the in flight movie they have. Because of you flying you and your family will have more time to spend on your vacation instead of spending all of your spare time in the car!
Cost is less for the trip there and for the trip back! Insteaed of paying for gas and having to stop for food cause you and your kids get board hungery . wouldn’t you rather have them right next to you on the plane watching an in flight movie. Also have a waiter waiting on them hand and foot. Also flying insteaed of driving helps to save money so that you can do the little things that you knew you could not afford before. But now that you have some extra money you don’t have to waste of gas and gas station food you can do those things. Don’t you agree that every time you take a long road trip that your kids get board and wont to stop. Then you have already stopped so you might as well get that mountain dew you ran out of a long time ago. your little one wants a bug juice so you spend more money then you had planed. now the kids know that the only thing they have to do is say they have to go to the bathroom and there for surly getting that candy bar that they wanted last time you stopped but you told them that the could only pick one.
So in that hole statement about driving or flying I personally would go with flying cause it makes more sence. Instead of the long car ride to Disney land and that’s what like a hole day in the car with fussy children. I think that they and also you will have a batter time with the in flight movie and not having to stop every half hour for a bathroom brake. So that is why you should fly to Disney land.

By Bonni

Narrative Paper: Introduction

Being a recovoring herion addict has been hard. It is a life long prosess. Have you ever had some thing in your life that you just couldn’t live with out some thing you need so so baddly? And you knew it is nearly impossible to function with out, and that some thing had a hold on you emotionly, physicaly, and spiritualy. I still to this day get triggered after a year of being off of herion. It is a hard habit to brake! If I had a chance to talk to any one that has a herion addiction, i would let them know what is has done to my life and how it has chanded my relationship with my family and most importantly with my son xavier. I would give any thing to get the love of my family and my life back!

Bonni

What's my favorite type of music?

Well I like lots of different types of music but this week I really like Buckcherry ! They are awesome I love the guys voice!! It’s so hot! My favorite song today is one that I am listening to right now sorry! I also like carousel. It’s a cute song! Music is a big coping skill for me it helps me to express my feelings appropriately and mostly in good ways. It also helps others know what I am feeling at the moment cause when I am mad I listen to fast pace music. And when I am happy I listen to like Jason meraz and the bubble song!! Songs that are more up beat and spunky! Songs that make me smile also I like to listen to some tech-no, show tech, Benni B., Basshunter and stuff like that. I also like to mix a little Rascal Flats in with it all! Country is my all time favorite!

Bonnie

Write to some one that you love …

I just won’t to start out by saying that I really love you and I will never stop trying to make your life better! You have taught me some much in your short life. And we have been through some crazy things! But your smile is so worth it in the end! You have changed the way I look at life you have changed the way I look at my self! I have accomplished things that I never new was possible because I care for you so much! You are amazing and your personality is unlike any other you are a unique one of a kind individual that some day I know will find there passion and make me proud I won’t nothing more then for you to have a good life and be truly happy. I hope you understand all the things I have giving up to make things write with you. After all the mistakes I have made I still keep coming back and will never give.

Bonnie

5 Goals

My fist goal is to graduate from my program.
Because I have been there forever! I plan on getting my levels that’s what you have to do in order to finish the program.

My second goal is to graduate from high school!
I plan on getting all my credits that I need. I plan on doing packets to help me to achieve that.

My third goal is to get my son back and have full custody of him .I have to graduate my program successfully and get my life together. So I can take care of him the right way! And be the best mom ever!

My fourth goal is to get a car my own car! I plan on getting and keeping that job so I can continue being able to pay for the car! Also because I am going to need some sort of transportation to get me and me son places!

My fifth goal is to be all done with collage and have a good job and eventually get a house I hope by then I will be in love or already married and have a happy life with my son!

Bonni