Well I have had just about the lamist day of my life. Today is my sons birthday and he is now 2 years old and its so crazy! He was born 11/5/07 at 3:51 am he was 7lbs. 15 ounces and 21 inches long its crazy that I still remember all that I know but as a mom you never forget.I am so sad I was not there its hard to know that your mistakes not only mess up your life but every one life around you. Don’t get me wrong I am so stoked that he is growing up but as a mom that is like my worst fear to see and feel him grow apart from me and become so independent so fast and not many people see what I am seeing . I guess its just a mom thing lol . I still want him to be my baby you know its crazy to watch someone that was once so small and grow to run around and tell you no all the time ha ha. Happy birthday xavi mommy loves you!
Bonni
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I think this paper is really good. Your mind is kind of going into a clash as you know you feel the love for your child, but yet your so surprised how fast he is growing up. I really like the way you wrote this paper and the wording you used.
I know what you're getting at. Especially about the "making mistakes don't only effect you". I made a few mistakes and my parents, although illegally, took my daughter away a few months ago. I did get her back, but when my mom took Gabby from my arms and told me I wasn't a good mother, and when my dad told me that I wasn't her mother and that she wasn't my daughter, I died inside. It's sad knowing that your child is growing up, but it's even harder not being there to see it. Congrats on your son being 2!!
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