Friday, November 13, 2009

My Life

I hate how I live in proctor care and how messed up my life is. I think its stupid that I cant see my dad anytime anymore.

I think that my life started out very great then 1 screw up messed up my life I think that its very dumb. That’s goes to show life isn’t very easy, I think that it so f-ed up that I got no chances. Look at all the other people that released so freaking easy I wish I was like that. Sometimes I wish I was I can stop screwing up and live a great life I think life sucks very badly right now and I wish I wasn’t here.

I really think that addictions really suck and get you into a hell of a lot of trouble. I just really wish that I never started smoking, but right now I really don’t think I can quit. Even if do get sent to jail I really don’t think I can quit right now. Right now I don’t think that I’m not going home any time soon, but if I could I would do everything so that I can quit and live a longer life. I wish all these people just understood what I’m going through if people would just listen to what I have to say I would do anything just everyone knew how messed up my life is.

Kenny

3 comments:

Tim said...

just try and quit smoking whenever you can.
:)

Anonymous said...

Kenny,
It seems like you are heading in the right direction though because at least you have admitted that it was you that messed up your life, and hopefully soon you can see your dad again. You just have to jump thru the hoops of the legal system, but you will be okay! Really your young and you realize that you have made mistakes so it is in your hands to change and make the right choices and I believe you can do it Kenny. You can live a great life kiddo have faith in yourself and you can do whatever you set your mind too. Have No Doubt About It and you can do anything even rid yourself of addictions trust me kid I know as at one time or another I have done everything that you can be addicted to and quit everything but alcohol and am still working on that one today and it is really tough but it can be done! So, Kenny believe in yourself then decide what you want to be and do and then be and do that it is all up to you. Hopefully you will be going home sometime soon and seeing your dad.
Kyla @CSU

Anonymous said...

Kenny,

Everyone has tough times in life, and sometimes it seems like it will never get easier. I just want to encourage you to take baby steps to your own personal goals. Quitting smoking is a very hard task that thousands of people struggle with every day. It's not impossible, though, so just continue to try a little bit every week. Just remember that life is what you make of it. Set your heart on your dreams and just go for it! Hard work, dedication, and stress is all a part of it, but it will pay off in the long run. Don't worry. :)